SF vanilla soy latte -- 140 cal
Americano -- 45 cal
Veg stir fry with garlic and hoisin plum sauce -- 230 cal
Salad (Quorn chicken pieces, 3 stalks celery, lite mayo) -- 260 cal
Pizza (2/3 slice) + creamy dip -- ~200 cal

Feel completely disinterested in food. Today experienced a massive dip in energy. Makes sense. I've been living off <1000 calories a day, taking Ritalin every afternoon and smoking a butt-ton to make up for the lack of food. 875 calories today and I'm stuffed. I bought a 400-calorie sandwich earlier. If I were being smart I'd eat it, but I don't want it. Maybe I'll eat half, although then I'd have to throw the other half away and I hate wasting food. Ugh.

It's weird how I have absolutely no desire to binge. 3 more pounds and I'm in the 150s. Part of me wants to stop but then I think, why now? Why not keep pushing? Technically 9 more pounds and I'm there, why not just go a little further?