1) I took my LAST FREAKING exam! And it actually went really well, fuck knows how, but the minute I got in there I was scribbling away like a mofo... let's hope it paid off! I looked like Road Runner on the way out of school...
2) Zara got tonsillitis and I'm hoping to fucking fuck I didn't catch it because I saw her on Tuesday;
3) My Sudafed arrived in the mail and I took one 10 minutes ago... let's see if this actually works for suppressing my appetite. Either way, I'm not planning on eating a lot today... maybe liquid fasting it. Because...
4) Last night I went over to Tina's and we made mimosas, then ordered 2 huge pizzas when we were drunk. Oh sweet Jesus. I had like... 3 slices of Hawaiian and maybe 3 slices of pepperoni? Maybe more? I don't even remember! And wow I was so bloated at the end of the night... 2,000 calories worth of pizza and alcohol does not look good on me.
So here I am, out of school, two exams having gone pretty well - I hope - and a blank slate in front of me. I will become who I have always dreamt of being, but so, so much better. That girl who wears a simple top and shorts and look ridiculously hot and skinny. The girl who is educated and artful but also down to earth and funny; the girl who everyone wants to be around, and the girl whom people fall in love with.
Oh, last thing: I haven't weighed myself in a couple of days, but I'm assuming I'm around the 140-142 lb region (grim) because I know my body and I know how it looks <140 lbs, and that is definitely not the case right now. I don't know when I'm next gonna weigh, but it won't be until I'm sure I'm out of the Fat Zone.
Nice plans for the rest of June:
Tomorrow- Camden with Caro and maybe Charlie;
23rd- Tina's 18th
24th- Day with my dad and sister
25th- 'Prom' or my school leavers' party - and possible pre-lash before at Bash's
27th- Bash's 18th
29th- Party at pool guy's house
Yep. Life is pretty good right now.
WooHoo! Yay you! Heres to summer! And becoming who you wanna be <3 x
ReplyDeleteYay!!!! I am so glad you are finished.
ReplyDeleteI like how you broke everything down. Your life sounds much more fun than mine at the moment. You are going to be busy pretty soon.
Hey maybe now that exams are done you can get the workouts in, in the morning and then enjoy the rest of your day. I wish I could but having to be to work early I tend to work out in the evening.
Sorry to cut it short but I am off to work right now. See you on the next post.
Freedom!! I'm glad your exam went well! I agree with Winter, you life rocks compared to mine lol. I hope we can become the people we want to be. Have a good time :)
ReplyDeleteAlice xx