Day 3

-Ryvita (35 cal)

-Ham and tomato sandwich (275 cal)

-2 black coffees (5 cal) 

-Soy cappuccino (80 cal)

-Haribo (150 cal -- feel bad about this)

-Diet coke (1 cal)

-Cucumber "tagliatelle" (10 cal)

-Philadelphia cheese light (65 cal)

-Tabasco (0 cal)
-Frozen grapes (20 cal) 

Total: 641 cal

I weigh 166, so I've lost 4 lbs in 3 days. 166 is progress from 170 - but I need 160, 158, 156. Then and only then will I start to feel like this is going somewhere. 

Plan tomorrow is to survive off as much coffee as I can until I enter pass-out mode, then I will eat. I'm getting used to the feeling of hunger. I don't think it scares me as much as it used to. 

Also the cucumber tagliatelle was such a wave of genius. I just took a vegetable peeler to a cucumber and then added some philly cheese and hot sauce and swirled it around my fork as if it were pasta. Tomorrow if I can get the ingredients I'm going to attempt to make a raw vegan curry sauce (out of orange, mango and avocado) to go with the cucumber noodles. Last time I made it it was the best thing ever and L loved it too. There's something great about making something entirely from scratch with fresh ingredients that don't taste chemically tampered with. Although I ate Haribo, the devil's food today so I can't really complain about chemicals at this point. 

Okay, going to attempt to sleep and wake up before lunch as we are auditioning for our film tomorrow...