By some miracle of God I was still 146 this morning. A miracle indeed. I have a vague feeling it's to do with the fact that I'm not on prozac anymore. Maybe that was contributing to me not being able to lose weight that easily? I have no idea, but either way, I feel good just being able to let my body go at its natural pace. No chemical shit. I truly hate medication :( 

I don't normally update first thing in the morning, but I probably won't have time to do it later as I'm off to work in a couple of hours! Today is so beautiful. The light is golden outside and my cats have decided to play at the front of the house :) It's so sweet. I felt ultra motivated after I saw I hadn't gained, and made myself a yummy breakfast of strawberry Ready-Brek with some dried apples, cranberries and prunes. Probably came to about 200 calories. Then I washed it down with a pepsi max (probably not the best choice at 11am, but it was in the fridge and I was too lazy to make coffee or tea) and a cigarette, and hopped in a bath. Now I'm drying off, and in a minute I'm going to put on my new high-waisted shorts with a pretty top :) Finally I'm off my wretched period. So it'll be gym tomorrow, no excuses, before I go out to meet Caro and Tina for sushi. 

The plan tonight is to just keep busy with the boy, then make myself some soup when he's gone to bed. Fingers crossed it works out to be a good day! :)