138.4 this morning. My weight is just creeping up and up? I hate it. I'm going to meet Charlie in an hour, then we'll go to my dad's for tea and to see the baby :) I think my cousins might be there too so it'll be a full house! There will be cake. Yikes. I guess I will just have to estimate calories.
I found some old food diaries from a few years ago and I can't believe how high my metabolism was back then. I used to lose weight on 1800 calories a day! Insane. I wish I could build back up to that level.
My short-term goal right now is to be back at 136 lbs by my interview on Wednesday. My other goal is to be 133 lbs by the time I have my surgery. I know it sounds stupid, to be a certain weight by the time I go into hospital, but I have my reasoning for it. After my tonsillectomy, I won't be able to eat solid food for up to 10 days, which means - you guessed it - weight loss. It'll probably plummet me into the 120s, but that's OK, because it allows for some 'rebound' weight gain once I start eating normally again. Then, hopefully, even if I do gain weight, I won't go any higher than my 130 lb goal. After that, I will maintain until the summer, when I will probably end up doing some kind of faddy weight-loss diet (like Special K challenge) for holiday bikini times :) But, as always, no going under 1000 calories intentionally.
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