I miss going into coffee shops with my friends and having a cigarette outside afterwards. I miss long chats, and writing and laughing. I miss winding down at the end of the week with a drink and people I care about. I miss walking around and it not tiring me out.

I'm trying to write this art essay and I'm just terrified I won't be able to get all my work done by the Tuesday deadline. My 'work' brain has been dormant for almost an entire month. Suddenly trying to get it back in gear is proving to be exponentially difficult. I'm finding it hard to string sentences together and concentrate on anything I'm writing. All I want to do is curl up in bed with a film or just go to sleep. I'm bored and unhappy and stressed all at the same time.

Sorry, this is such a depressing post. But I feel so terrible at the moment. Weighed and I'm still at 136.6 lbs.

Intake: 1100 cals