Pre-interview stress

I have my interview tomorrow and I can't tell you how scared I am. It's like... the rest of my life rests on this one day and how well I do. I know that's not entirely true, but that's how it is in my mind. I was 138.6 lbs this morning, so only a .2 of a lb down from yesterday, but hell it's better than gaining. And I'm thinking of this as 'maintaining' rather than a plateau. I have all the time in the world to lose weight, and I'll probably drop about 5 lbs straight after my surgery anyway. Nothing to worry about. I'm not gonna make 136 for tomorrow but it's not a big deal to me right now.

I'm managing to wean myself off the sweets though which is good. I'm mostly eating very healthy foods. Most of my carbs are whole grain or whole wheat, I'm having lots of lean protein (chicken, tuna), and snacking on fresh and dried fruit, raw vegan bars, rice cakes, and fat free yogurt. I made the best stir fry last night - red lentils, mixed stir fry veg, green beans, beansprouts, spring onions and hoi sin sauce. It was fucking beautiful you should have seen it.

This is just a short post as I've got a bit more work to do, and then I'm going for a long walk to clear my head, de-stress before tomorrow, and enjoy the weather. Hope you are all well girls.