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Wednesday, 11 July 2012

3am pity pictures

So surprise, I'm nocturnal again. I spent so effing long in front of the mirror I thought I might as well take some pictures because hey, maybe I'll look at these on a screen and realise I'm not really as fat as I think I am. Wrong. I'm just as fat as I think I am, if not fatter. These pictures are hard solid evidence. By the way, I just stepped on the scale and they said 144.0. It's 3am. I will probably be 142.something when I wake up halfway through tomorrow. Not excellent but considering I binged *again* it's better than gaining at any rate. I have to see Alfie some time tomorrow... well, technically today, but you know. I've been putting it off way too long. Mostly because I feel too fat to let me touch him when I'm at this weight but also because seeing him involves energy, physically and mentally, and that's energy I don't have. Also, my thigh gap is fast disappearing. This worries me quite a lot. It was never huge but I have such motherfricking wide hips that it would be unnatural for me to not have a thigh gap. *Squirm*



I actually quite like the last one because the shadow falls on the unnecessary peripherals of my body that I'd really prefer to eliminate altogether.
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8 comments:

  1. Pretty-Unpretty12 July 2012 at 02:46

    All i can say is HOW THE HECK ARE YOU A SIZE 12? You look smaller than me?!

    You 100% have smaller legs than me....You should try on topshop Leigh supersoft jeans. Id be suprised if you didnt fit in the size 10's.

    And lets not even get me started on the belly. You can see hip bone me its covered by layers of fat.

    I Will prove this later.

    :D Keep positive and email when you get the chance <3

    -Love C
    xxxxx

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  2. Rayya12 July 2012 at 04:55

    Wow I know you wont believe me but I think you look good.. I also see a flat stomach and I am envious.. No wonder Alfie wants to be all over you ;)
    Lots of love doll x

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  3. Ruby Tuesday12 July 2012 at 09:33

    You have an amazing figure sweetie, I hope you can see that
    Now I know that you are beautiful inside and outside

    Take care of you x

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  4. Strawberry12 July 2012 at 11:13

    Hi you are tiny! You honestly have a lovely figure, you don't give yourself enough credit. Alphie's a lucky guy ;)

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  5. Lara12 July 2012 at 13:26

    Your scale is broken, you look like 120lbs...I really think your body is amazing, your stomach is so flat...wish mine was :-) I guess we all have certain parts on our bodies that we don't like and probably never will, no matter what everyone else is saying...Your GW made me laugh so hard...that sentence is BRILLIANT..
    Anyway hope you reach your goals and be happy with your body :-)

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  6. WinterA12 July 2012 at 17:03

    You are hot stuff! Alfie is one lucky dude. You can see ab definition and almost some hip bones. Kind of exciting. Thanks for sharing. I really needed to be inspired and motivated today.

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  7. Anonymous12 July 2012 at 19:39

    I don't pity you at all Gabby! You look gorgeous! So skinny, all over! I agree with pretty-unpretty, there's no way you are a size 12! You're beautiful :)
    Alice xx

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  8. Just Another Ordinary Girl16 July 2012 at 06:48

    Uh, yeah. Everyone said what I was thinking. Basically, you're supergorgeous.

    <3.

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