Ill and delirious

I'm so disgustingly ill it's not true. I have an ever-flowing waterfall of snot cascading from my nose every five seconds. My taste buds decide to come back randomly then disappear 5 minutes after I start eating something. I had a bad night again, waking every 2 hours, tossing and turning, several coughing fits... when I finally did wake up properly I felt sick to my stomach and had what I could only describe as a pulsating migraine making me want to die. At 2pm I went to pick up some antibiotics so hopefully this thing will be cleared up by next week. But it seems to get worse every day so I doubt I will be able to make Bash's dinner tomorrow :(

Luckily, the combination of strong painkillers, dulled taste buds and general loss of appetite meant that I didn't really eat until 4 o'clock this afternoon, apart from a few little pieces of icing from the cake Alfie brought round last night (along with a nice bottle of wine I can't have). I had a tuna sandwich on low cal malted bread with 2 packets of crisps and a diet coke. Yep, I was sort of celebrating that my taste buds were back... but now they're gone again and I literally do not see the point in eating. Woke up at 141.6 lbs. 140 is looking promising for tomorrow... maybe I shouldn't be complaining so much about the sinusitis. It's making me drop weight as I have lost interest in food and I haven't been able to smoke. So maybe in a strange way, being ill right now has its positives... I don't know. It's not too easy to focus on the positives when every 5 seconds you have a coughing fit and your eyes and nose start streaming?

Ugh. Have some eye candy!