I went back up to 168 at university. I'm really fucking unhappy about it but this is the last time I weigh this much I swear to god. Doing a bit of a no dairy/meat detox currently, which is great because it means I can eat whatever I want so long as it's vegan. It's hard to hit 'normal' numbers of calories unless you add nuts and oil to everything you eat, which is a nice bonus because never once have I found eating a normal amount hard. I don't have any long-term plans, I'm just hoping to follow this until I get my weight under 160, seeing as that's where my last shred of self esteem pretty much staved off.

I am also on a serious budget this week - actually, I'm on a budget full stop. I really shouldn't be spending more than £50 per week, although it's made incredibly hard by the fact that I smoke cigarettes, require course material in the form of multiple Amazon orders, and drink copious amounts of diet coke. I also have a major impulse control problem that usually manifests itself in random alcoholic purchases on school nights and trawling eBay at 5am for vintage pine tri-fold mirrors. So from now on it's a £10 per day limit and that's it. Chopped tomatoes here I come.