Day 4

100 (Baby carrots)

250 (Sour cream toasted onion dip) 

90 (Oat milk latte, iced) 

1 (Coke Zero)

210 (Quorn chicken slices w/ bbq sauce and mayo)

260 (Real chicken pieces. lol)

80 (Cherry tomatoes) 

Total: 991 calories

Weight: 164.7 

Forgot to mention I rode the tube with B the other day. I invited him to meet with me on Tuesday afternoon on my way to work at TCR and took it upon myself to deliver a half an hour speech about how much he had disappointed me on the Lizzie line. Seemed like a good opportuniy since he couldn't escape. And he cried. It was excellent. Was it a dream or real life? Who knows. Liminal spaces are good to tell someone what for - because it doesn't count. Over the past 4 years we've often met for a tube ride, setting off from various London stations, like a couple of sewer rats. It's a good way to hold an undetected meeting during a long-term extra marital affair. 

I miss M, but I do like my freedom.

Weight going down. Thank God.

Waiting on second Elvanse prescription. It should come through this weekend. I hope. I pray. That shit works wonders, especially if they are to titrate me up.