Yesterday was okay, I guess. I had a fall out with my mum over the application for student finance (one of the most overly-lengthy and stressful online forms to work through, in my opinion) and a minor breakdown about money. But I met Tina for lunch and we pigged out on some organic goodies from the health food shop. In the sun. With iced coffees :) I ate way too much yesterday though - over 2,000 calories, which isn't exactly conducive to weight-loss-mode... I weighed 155 lbs this morning after glimpsing 154 yesterday :( I'm sticking to 1,200-1,400 from now on, with daily workouts, so I can get my weight under 150 as soon as possible.

I've got a big afternoon waitressing - my shift is from 4.30-11pm :( I don't know why but I always dread my shifts, because they're so draining and we don't get any breaks - but afterwards I usually feel really buzzed like I'm high or something. And I end up talking to nice people. So I just have to cling onto that bit, I guess. It also means I don't smoke for half the day, which is a plus... God I really need to quit smoking. It kind of clashes with the whole healthy lifestyle thing. Shame I'm such a hopeless addict :s

I'm debating whether to keep logging my daily intakes here, in one place, or to create a new page on this blog/a food tumblr to log my intakes? What do you guys think? It's nothing of great importance, but I'm leaning towards keeping this blog more feelings/progress/life-oriented, and categorising my food logs and all the technical stuff off into another separate journal.

Anywayy, eating plan for the rest of the day:

Breakfast was a homemade iced mocha with skim milk (around 120 cals - yumm)
I had 1/2 piece of wholegrain bread with 1tbsp peanut butter (140 cals) and a few bites of last nights leftover mac and cheese (50 cals?) out of boredom this morning :( I have got to stop doing this

So the rest of the day, lunch will be egg whites, walnut and apple salad with some cheddar cheese and balsamic dressing (300 cals). Because that is what's in the fridge, and I need to get my veggies/protein in there somewhere...

During waitressing I've packed 2 Trek protein bars (480 cals) to keep me going (if I even get a chance to sneak off to eat them). That'll bring today's total to 1,090, then I'll have some room for juice or whatever if I'm still hungry when I get home.