I *may* have got mildly wasted tonight. Okay, I got mildly wasted tonight. In Bash's room, whilst trying on clothes, dancing to music, and smoking Vogues. Somehow, that becomes less classy when you have a laughing fit on the floor in your underwear, then proceed to eat cheesecake, garlic bread, Chinese crackers, and hoummous one after the other whilst trying to justify it with the fact that vodka nearly always dehydrates me and shows a lower reading on the scale the next day.
Sigh.
I was 154.4 lbs this morning, so my weight is actually going down, slowly but surely. (Probably not after tonight, though). I think I need to put some kind of plan in place that isn't a diet but more a sensible eating plan I can stick to and alter if need be. I need to get a routine in my life, even though my life isn't 'routine' - which can be hard sometimes, but there are ways around it. It would be nice to find a way to plummet myself into the 140s by the 15th or so, because I would kill right now even to be 149. This fact makes me feel like a fatty, but it's all psychological, and if I'm 147 or so by the time I leave, I'll be in a better mindset to drop weight on holiday.
PS. Thanks for the advice that you girls gave me on the skates! I'll definitely get a pair. I'm gonna practice in my local park before I go, so that when I get there I know I won't make a total fool out of myself :P
The best nights drinking *always* turn from classy to trashy.
ReplyDeleteI sadly love the fact that drinking dehydrates me. It counters the guilt of drinking so many liquid calories.
Good luck with the skating! Maybe have a look around for a local rink; it might be easier to learn on a smooth surface instead of the park.
xx