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Wednesday, 19 September 2012

Wednesday antics

Today is a busy day. I have to be out of the house in 40 minutes to go to school, as I was late yesterday, and have to make up 2 hours today. At 2.30 I have a hospital appointment with my ENT for a check up on the old throat. After that I'm meeting Tina near her house for Starbucks, then I have to rush home, get changed into something smart, and head to the theatre to meet with the general manager, who will sort me out at the front of house. I'm very nervous but excited at the same time. I get to see the play afterwards too (for free)! So I will probably be back late, and won't be able to stuff my face like I normally would do.

For breakfast I made myself the best smoothie ever... mango, banana and orange... oh my God it tasted like heaven. I was 145 on the scales this morning. Slight improvement from 146 but still bloody awful. If I'm 144 on my birthday, I will be vaguely content. If I'm over 145 it will be depressing as hell. My sister and I have plans to get drunk on the 45 minute flight to Amsterdam as a birthday celebration. I don't know... I haven't been drunk since before my operation (almost 5 weeks ago) and I don't really miss it, but I guess if my tolerance has gone down I might be able to escape with a glass of wine or something, that could get me happy for sure. Also I need to buy a ton of new clothes over there, because I am literally so short of them it's tragic.

I've started smoking rollies (rolling tobacco) too, because it's way cheaper, has less chemicals, and you actually smoke less in the long run because the cigarettes are smaller, and it's an effort to roll. May or may not keep this up abroad. And October I'm quitting altogether and seeing if I can stick it without them.

Very short post, but wanted to update on how I'm doing - which is a little better than yesterday.

Love to you all x

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4 comments:

  1. The Lovely Bones19 September 2012 at 13:49

    What play are you working at? That's exciting, I'd love to see free plays.
    That smoothie sounds delicious, I want one. I really need to buy a blender soon.
    Take care.

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  2. Anonymous19 September 2012 at 21:33

    Hey, congrats on getting the theatre job that's great :)
    I'm sorry to hear about your sis, hopefully the trip to Amsterdam is good for both of you.
    Alice xx

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  3. WinterA21 September 2012 at 17:02

    Lol my old boss smoked those. I remember I was 16 and I was like what are you doing. He explained that it was cheaper.

    Wow you sound like my sister. She is always running late but at least yours is for school and not work. I am sure once you get everything under control things will be fine again.

    Yeah treat yourself to a drink. I only drink once in a while now but when I do but I make sure to not go overboard. I did and yeahhh now I don't wanna drink again for a while.

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  4. Just Another Ordinary Girl14 November 2012 at 20:51

    It's been a while since you posted a picture (at least in the string of posts I've read over the last couple of days) - I like this one.

    And seriously, you make the best smoothies. I'm inspired every time you mention one.

    Love,
    <3.

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