Day 4

165.8 - thank God, a number under 166.

Have spent the afternoon being incredibly lazy thus far and rolling around in a t-shirt and underwear. I need to get my ass in gear though because we're leaving in 45 minutes to hold auditions on campus.

15.58: First meal of the day, 1/2 cup cereal with 1/2 cup skim milk. 200 cal max. Will make some black coffee in a bit.

*edit*

-1/2 c. Cereal with skim milk (200 cal)
-Black coffee (2 cal)
-Haribo (100 cal)
-Pear cider (218 cal)
-Fries w/ barbecue sauce (250 cal)
-Diet coke (1 cal)
-Cucumber "tagliatelle" (13 cal)
-Raw curry sauce-orange, mango, avocado, coriander (115 cal)
-Fat free chocolate mousse (123 cal)

Total: 1024 cal

Shit. I really fucked up. Didn't realise how much the "snack" of chips and alcohol had earlier on this evening.

I feel so incredibly sure this could work (the restricting). I feel like I've "latched on". I'm always so hesitant to make any definitive proclamations this early on, but I've lost 4 lbs in 4 days. Sure, they were 4 pounds of water weight. But I'm already feeling better.

I can't have days like this messing it up for me. Really hope I don't gain from this.

Tomorrow: 600 cals max. Don't fuck this up.