Brand shiny new metabolism machine

Thank you for the good luck messages, You girls are so lovely, honestly. Well, the interview went well! (I think!) We got to do a workshop before, which I was seriously thankful for, because it got all of my horrible adrenaline jitters out the window. The task was to interpret and re-enact an abstract dialogue from a play. I haven't acted in years, let alone in front of other people (and lecturers) so it was totally nerve wracking. But I did it, and everyone loved our piece. It was such a confidence boost that I didn't run out crying or something pathetic like that. Afterwards, the interview went pretty smoothly. It was a nice day :)

Oh and if I haven't said before, the course is a writing and directing course for theatre, film and television, but it has a performance element to it. Theatre has somewhat been my 'blind spot', and I've been much more into my script-writing and filmmaking. So I'm intrigued and excited at the prospect of learning about directing productions for the stage, and learning how to write play scripts too. I want to broaden my horizons and find out something I don't know.

This is a course I really, REALLY want to get on. If I do get a place (and the grades to go there) I will be absolutely over the moon. But I need to go and see more theatre! I have no excuse not to go, living in London.

So... food. What this blog is supposed to be about. My metabolism is back up to scratch... like, exactly where it's supposed to be. I can't believe it. Yesterday morning, I weighed 138.4 before I left to get the train. I had about 2,000 calories yesterday (on my feet all afternoon, needed the energy, ended up eating more when I got home etc). This morning, after all that frigging food, I weighed... ta-da, 138.4 lbs! I can't believe it. I could genuinely keep eating this amount and stay at this weight, for... like... ever. The good news is, I'll be able to lose on 1500-1800 now. And no one (eg. therapists) can tell me off for not eating enough. I am eating plenty.

Well, I'm over to my sister's this afternoon for supper and to stay the night ,

PS. I miss smoking.