Jubilee

It's chilly in London again and I can't tell you how happy this makes me, everyone can complain about cold weather all they like, but I'd take it over sweltering heat any day.

Yesterday was sooo much fun. Caro, Tina, Bash and Alfie came over and we got drunk in my sitting room. I swear, I still have some alcohol in my system. Pimms, vodka, Jägermeister, more Pimms, more vodka... and scones. I ate a lot but, like clockwork, I'm back to 137.2 this morning. Ha.

So. The Alfie Situation. It is getting a bit intense. We were texting a LOT leading up to the party. Then once he was here, he did a lot of things that were overly flirtatious. When we were walking down to the corner shop to buy more booze and I was lighting up, he nabbed my cigarette and literally walked backwards with it for about ten minutes, inviting me to try and grab it from him and then pulling his hand away. It was annoying but flirtatious, if you know what I mean. Then later we got in my bath tub (when we were drunk) and we kind of curled up, and he told me that whenever I was going through shit I should call him, or if I'd had a hospital appointment and I wanted someone to talk to afterwards, as he lives near the hospital I go to he would come and meet me. He also knows I have issues with my eating, he totally gets it for some strange reason, and he keeps telling me that I'm perfect. (NB: He also said he thought Charlie was 'too skinny'. I should keep this in mind next time I feel like comparing myself to her). He also picked me up over his shoulder and did other similar things to assert his manly strength. Not gonna lie, he completely overwhelms me. I've never been so attracted to someone in real life.
       
SHUT UP.

That was that.

Wait, before I stop talking about it, I should add, Tina told me he'd been having a fight with Charlie. Funnily enough, it's the same fight I've been having with her, but fortunately for me sex isn't involved. For them it is, and sex complicates everything. He is literally the sweetest guy I know and yet she is finding all these nonsensical reasons to get angry with him. Example: her last accusation was that he was trying to 'manipulate her' because he said he was upset she couldn't make it to a date they'd had planned for ages.

?!

Oh and he kissed me really softly on the cheek when we were saying goodbye. But that doesn't mean shit does it? I don't even know anymore. I need to get my feelings in check.

Anyway, it was a great afternoon/evening. Got smashed and had a scone in the name of the Queen. Gotta say, the Jubilee is such a joke. It's blatantly just an excuse for everyone in the UK to get wasted for three days straight.

Hope everyone is well x