My dad, his girlfriend and the baby have gone out for lunch, and me and my sister are 'working' in the sitting room. Neither of us can concentrate :S But anyway. Yes. Life. Yesterday was marginally better in terms of eating, although I still went rather OTT on the food front. We went out for dinner to this lovely restaurant and I got a goat's cheese walnut and beetroot salad. It had 2 huge bits of garlic bread on the side but I totally ignored them. Small victories, huh? Also, my hair set alight! It was terrifying! There was a candle on the ledge next to my head and my sister smelt burning and was like 'YOUR HAIR'S ON FIRE!!!' Yep, genuinely had a huge fucking panic attack in the middle of a restaurant. Good times.
So yesterday was just over 2,000 cals, bleh. Today I will not exceed 1,800. Even though it is Easter Sunday and I've already had 1,000 cals worth of chocolate eggs. Oops. Me and my sis are gonna go to this vintage sweet shop down the road. I miss that sense of discipline I was just managing to get a grip on.
it's mental how much you eat when you're with family isn't it! all that self control and discipline goes straight out the window :(
ReplyDeletebut it's ok, we can always get back on track once it's all over :)
sweets in the car are a nightmare, i can never say no to them! you should get some sugarfree lollies for the journey if possible, they last ages so you don't eat as many, and they're super low calorie :) xxxx