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Friday, 27 July 2012

La vie à la Française

I feel like I'm on a bit of a turning point here. I don't want to jinx it, but I may just be coming out of my bingeing phase for good this time. My weight is back down to 142, which makes me feel safe and happy. It's still not good enough, but it's a damn lot better than the ghastly 146 I hit a few days ago. And I am back on the French eating, off my antibiotics, with an operation coming up in 2 weeks... I might as well enjoy myself and be happy until then, right?

I started reading this blog about a week ago and I got totally re-inspired to return to eating like a naturally skinny French girl. Seeing as my intakes had been ~2000 calories for the past few days, ~1500 calories makes me lose weight at the moment, so I'm not having to get too obsessive about counting calories. Just going on intuition I guess. Yesterday I had a big brunch with Tina, Zara and Alfie who had stayed the night - coffee with vanilla soymilk & chocolate powder, a croissant with ham, Swiss cheese and dijonaise, and a strawberry & vanilla yogurt. In the afternoon because it was such a nice day we went to the pub and I had most of a big bottle of ice-cold pear cider (it tasted so good after two weeks of no alcohol...) and in the evening I had 1/2 chocolate cookie and a few crisps forced on me by my sister (positively un-French, I must say) before I headed up to Central London to see a performance installation theatre piece with my friends. Luckily I chimed in with them post-dinner so I didn't have to eat, but later I had a double vodka & diet coke, and I am SO impressed with myself that I didn't drunk munch! Always happens to me. I went straight home afterwards and passed out in bed at 1am. I was sooo tired and tragically drunk after my 2 drinks as my tolerance has died. Which is fine with me... cheaper and less calories!

Today I weighed 142.0 (-3 lbs in one day) and I worked out I had about 950 calories yesterday, so I'm aiming for 1000 today. It's 2.30... I've already had brunch (coffee with cream; nutella croissant; yogurt), and Alfie is coming at 5 to help my mum with the car (how manly) so I think I will wait until then, when maybe I'll get a drink or an iced coffee or something, then I can have un petit dîner of cheese, crackers, wine and an apple, and possibly some cherry tomatoes or leaves.

That's all guys. Feeling a bit better, hoping things are finally turning around.

Have some pretty pictures x





5 comments:

  1. Great job :) I am so happy for you!

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  2. Things are looking up for you! Little changes can cause huge differences!

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  3. Wow that is pretty awesome. Some people do have to eat a huge amount of calories to lose any weight. That is why for me I can not go below 1000 cal. It's like my body freaks out and starts holding on to every damn thing.

    Anyway I am glad you are doing so so well. I didn't know you had an operation coming up. I will have you in my prayers :-)

    Yes you enjoy yourself and even afterwards :-P

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  4. Sweetheart! I've replied to your lovely.comment on my own.page.:) hope you can see it

    French girls and woman are super elegant, which makes them a great source of inspiration! I think Italian woman make a great inspiration too.. Eat what is necessary (not more), eat natural and eat with passion.. Your body is a temple and deserves the best!
    maybe I should look at those woman a lot more! Its great to read you feel out.of.your binging period! :)
    Im so.glad.your.feeling better!!
    Love Anna

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  5. Very nice pictures you posted. I especially liked the one from Roman Holiday (such a good movie)! I'm also intrigued by your tolerance for alcohol declining as you don't drink - not quite like riding a bike. (I'm really tired, and just want to let you know that I read all of your posts. Gah, I'm so behind on your life, forgive me.)

    Love you!
    <3.

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